Van turned 7 months yesterday and we sadly missed it :( We're not sure at this point when we'll get over. We haven't heard a peep. We can only assume that it won't be the end of the month like previously hoped. Some days I wonder if this process will ever end...sigh...On the up side we finished his room and have found a friend who will paint a mural on the wall. That's exciting at least.
I'm of course a little bummed with the Olympics so far. There will be no "own the podium" this time around that's for sure. Most disappointing is the play of our men's hockey team! It's going to be a struggle for us to get into the medals never mind the gold medal. For a country passionate about hockey this is a blow for sure. Being a small country there is not a lot we are good at...hockey has always been our game. The one thing we've been able to do well. That's my little Olympic rant.
Hopefully we'll have good news soon...maybe a hockey medal AND travel dates :)
Monday, February 22, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
Oh well...
Can you guess what we got this week? That's right, no news....sigh. Another adoptive blogger said it perfectly "This adoption is starting to feel like a fantasy again". Here goes my calculating mind again: It's Friday so no news for the weekend. Worse is next week is Tet and nothing will be happening then so obviously we won't hear anything now until the 19th of February. Factor notice to travel and we are likely looking at March...hopefully early March...I guess we didn't need to do the crazy rush to finish the nursery and prepare for travel.
It's so tough because on the one hand you want the little tidbits of hope i.e. our director saying she thinks we might hear something. On the other hand maybe it would have been better not to hope that it would happen this week. Oh the crazy roller coaster that is adoption! We did get 4 new pics of him though, which were amazing. We want him in our arms so badly...I can only stare wistfully at the baby clothes so much...
Oh well...at least it's time for the Olympics, which will be nice and distracting...Go Canada!!
It's so tough because on the one hand you want the little tidbits of hope i.e. our director saying she thinks we might hear something. On the other hand maybe it would have been better not to hope that it would happen this week. Oh the crazy roller coaster that is adoption! We did get 4 new pics of him though, which were amazing. We want him in our arms so badly...I can only stare wistfully at the baby clothes so much...
Oh well...at least it's time for the Olympics, which will be nice and distracting...Go Canada!!
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Feeling positive
Today was a great day. We went to our local Vietnamese community Tet celebration. It was busy busy! At first we weren't sure what was going on as we got herded into an auditorium by the crowds. There was a band on stage made up of young guys singing a rock song in Vietnamese. We were wondering if this was it as we had hoped there would be food amongst other things. The song ended and everybody got up and started leaving. We were once again swept up with the crowd down a tiny hall (this building is a maze) until we popped out into a big room filled with food, yummy food. Randomly, amongst all the Vietnamese food was a little stall with Sri Lankan food...interesting...yummy but interesting. After finally breaking free of the crowd we scanned the room and saw some familiar faces from our adoptive community. So, much chatting with the adults and squeezing of cute baby cheeks ensued. The we saw the director of our agency and other agency people and made our way over for a round of hugs and smiles. It was then that our director said that she has been hearing some things that has made her believe that we'll be getting the call soon. Her feelings were even more positive than last Monday. So now we are hovering on the line between cautiously optimistic and "to hell with the cautious part" full on optimistic. The most optimistic we've been yet. We could be on our way to our little guy within the next couple of weeks!!
Then it hit us...holy crap we have a lot to do. So we left Tet festival and went to Ikea to pick up some outstanding items for his room, such as shelving and storage containers. Pat still has to refinish the floor of the room and then we have to reassemble the crib. We have to go through his suitcase to see if we need anything else. It's so much fun doing this last minute rush of planning :) I thought the time would never come.
I will keep everybody posted :)
Then it hit us...holy crap we have a lot to do. So we left Tet festival and went to Ikea to pick up some outstanding items for his room, such as shelving and storage containers. Pat still has to refinish the floor of the room and then we have to reassemble the crib. We have to go through his suitcase to see if we need anything else. It's so much fun doing this last minute rush of planning :) I thought the time would never come.
I will keep everybody posted :)
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
1st 2 weeks of work and some hope for February
I know it's been awhile since I've posted but I've been, well, busy with work lol. Also hasn't really been anything to report. Well first, my job is going well so far. I got 2 days of training in Toronto last week so they obviously have plans for me. The actual work has been a bit of a slow start which is not surprising as there is quite a learning curve! I am still excited by it all though which is a good sign.
On the good news front, our AP friends Brodie and Eric are in Vietnam now with their son Samuel. I've seen the family pics and they're so precious. I cried when I saw the first pic of Brodie with Sam. We spent a few coffee's in the past few months talking about whether our day would ever come. Well her's has come and I am so happy for her family!
Now on to us. I was out for dinner with our agency director last night (volunteering for an event to raise money for causes our agency works with). She stated that she was very hopeful that we would travel the end of February! Now, we are not going to get too excited by this news as we all know how unpredictable this process is. But this is more hope than we have had in a long time. I was expecting April to be honest. Again, it may very well end up being that far in the future (although she did say pretty emphatically that it shouldn't be that long). So I told my job today it could be sooner than expected and they have been very supportive. So loyal readers, stay tuned to see how things unfold over the next few weeks :)
On the good news front, our AP friends Brodie and Eric are in Vietnam now with their son Samuel. I've seen the family pics and they're so precious. I cried when I saw the first pic of Brodie with Sam. We spent a few coffee's in the past few months talking about whether our day would ever come. Well her's has come and I am so happy for her family!
Now on to us. I was out for dinner with our agency director last night (volunteering for an event to raise money for causes our agency works with). She stated that she was very hopeful that we would travel the end of February! Now, we are not going to get too excited by this news as we all know how unpredictable this process is. But this is more hope than we have had in a long time. I was expecting April to be honest. Again, it may very well end up being that far in the future (although she did say pretty emphatically that it shouldn't be that long). So I told my job today it could be sooner than expected and they have been very supportive. So loyal readers, stay tuned to see how things unfold over the next few weeks :)
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Happy 6th months little man
Van is 6 months today. We had hoped that we would have him by now but alas there are no travel dates in sight at all. On the up side, yesterday I opened my yahoo to see an email from the family that are over in Vietnam now adopting a baby girl from the same orphanage. This family had offered to take pics and video of our little guy so we were counting down the days until January 20th. We were not disappointed!!! She took 4 pictures and 2 short videos. It was so very wonderful to see our little guy. He looks great!! He even had on the little outfit we had sent and his nounou was holding the stuffed toy :) The family also told me in the email that he seemed very happy (laughed a lot) and healthy. So thank you Nadia and family for taking the time to do this and as a result giving us such an amazing gift!!!
Any adoptive family will tell you how hard the wait to travel was and how important updates are, especially updated pictures. It is unfortunate that we have to count on each other to get this information as opposed to getting it from our agency but that is the way it is and you have to accept it. At least we do have each other. I hope that when the time comes we can do the same for another waiting family!
Any adoptive family will tell you how hard the wait to travel was and how important updates are, especially updated pictures. It is unfortunate that we have to count on each other to get this information as opposed to getting it from our agency but that is the way it is and you have to accept it. At least we do have each other. I hope that when the time comes we can do the same for another waiting family!
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
2010's first big change
In 2000 I graduated from law school and decided that I wanted to travel and work overseas before jumping into my profession. I figured my profession would always be there for me and a 2 year hiatus would not matter. I eagerly departed for a 2 year stint with the JET program working as an assistant language teacher in Japan. While there I was able to immerse myself in another culture, learn a bit of a new language, travel through some of South East Asia (including Vietnam), make great life long friends and generally have a great time. When I returned to Canada in 2002 I thought I would be able to jump into my profession and before long be on the path to a fulfilling and successful career. Well things have not turned out as I had imagined. It started well...I took a job as a legal researcher at a great firm in Halifax. Unfortunately they didn't offer articling (legal apprenticeship required to be called to the bar) so I took an articling position with a refugee clinic that I had been volunteering with. Here is the perfect job for me I thought. The work was incredibly interesting and fulfilling, everything I had hoped for. Unfortunately the director of the clinic was a megalomaniac (possibly borderline psychotic) and I could not stay when my contract was up (sadly the clinic has since collapsed as a result of this person's issues). From that point on I have bounced from crummy small firm to crummy small firm working with some of the weirdest and most unprofessional people one could imagine. All of the stereotypes of the legal profession were in front of me on a daily basis. I contemplated changing careers, moving countries etc. Nothing about this career choice seemed to be working for me. I wondered if going to Japan as opposed to articling right away had been a mistake. Most of my fellow graduates were either partners in their private firms or were secure in a cushy government position. What was to become of me I wondered. I am not one to spend time self wallowing in regret. Life is what it is and you have to move on. I refused to regret the wonderful time I had in Japan. It is a part of who I am today. I figured something would come along eventually. I didn't know how long it would take or in which form it would come.
Well today something did come along and after a lot of soul searching I have decided it is in a form that I can be happy with. A bit more background...Last year I accepted a job as a contract lawyer with a large Canadian firm's Ottawa office. I had a wonderful time there. There were no petty office politics as with small firms, mainly because they had an HR department. This was quite a novelty to me. It was a professional and warm environment which surprised me because I had always thought large firms were soulless factories and therefore not for me. At this firm I was treated with respect and appreciation, something I had rarely felt at the small firms where I had worked previously. Sadly my contract ended and I was once more thrust into the uncertain world of unemployment. This was a difficult time as we had the adoption proceeding but little stability. We were contemplating having to move. Well, last month I heard through a friend that the firm I had so enjoyed working at last year could be looking for a law clerk to fill a role that required a level of experience that a lawyer would best suit. I contacted them right away. I wrestled a bit with the knowledge that I would essentially be working below my education level but in the end the reasonable hours and job security won out. I felt that this job was the best fir for me, my husband and Van. This is what our little family needed right now. Time to check the ego at the door as it were. So today the call came and I without hesitation and with tears in my eyes (happiness I assure you!) accepted their job offer! The terms of the contract are better then I could have hoped for and I feel like a gigantic weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
My one sadness is that I will not be able to stay home with Van. However, Pat is eager to fill that role and be a stay at home dad for the first few months. I think in the long run it will all be for the best. I can look forward to being the one to stay home with the next little one. At least I will have job stability, normal working hours (a rarity in my profession) and we will be able to stay in Ottawa...yay...
The first change of 2010 is a good one. I can't wait for the next big change!!!
Meg
Well today something did come along and after a lot of soul searching I have decided it is in a form that I can be happy with. A bit more background...Last year I accepted a job as a contract lawyer with a large Canadian firm's Ottawa office. I had a wonderful time there. There were no petty office politics as with small firms, mainly because they had an HR department. This was quite a novelty to me. It was a professional and warm environment which surprised me because I had always thought large firms were soulless factories and therefore not for me. At this firm I was treated with respect and appreciation, something I had rarely felt at the small firms where I had worked previously. Sadly my contract ended and I was once more thrust into the uncertain world of unemployment. This was a difficult time as we had the adoption proceeding but little stability. We were contemplating having to move. Well, last month I heard through a friend that the firm I had so enjoyed working at last year could be looking for a law clerk to fill a role that required a level of experience that a lawyer would best suit. I contacted them right away. I wrestled a bit with the knowledge that I would essentially be working below my education level but in the end the reasonable hours and job security won out. I felt that this job was the best fir for me, my husband and Van. This is what our little family needed right now. Time to check the ego at the door as it were. So today the call came and I without hesitation and with tears in my eyes (happiness I assure you!) accepted their job offer! The terms of the contract are better then I could have hoped for and I feel like a gigantic weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
My one sadness is that I will not be able to stay home with Van. However, Pat is eager to fill that role and be a stay at home dad for the first few months. I think in the long run it will all be for the best. I can look forward to being the one to stay home with the next little one. At least I will have job stability, normal working hours (a rarity in my profession) and we will be able to stay in Ottawa...yay...
The first change of 2010 is a good one. I can't wait for the next big change!!!
Meg
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Of lengthening time lines and lack of pictures
Well it has been a bit of a disappointing few days recently. I am an avid snoop of any adoption related info that could shed some light on our process. Part of that snooping means that I religiously check another agency's website to see what is happening with their Vietnam program. This agency, also located in Ottawa, publishes biweekly updates of all their programs and every second Friday I am on the site eagerly reading their Vietnam info. The updates include where in the process families are and what is happening re: time lines. This past Friday I dove in hoping to read that this agency's post-referral families had received their travel dates. Well, they haven't and, sadly, some of them have been waiting 7 months! There are also now some families with our agency that have been waiting for more that 7 months. It therefore appears that this is the new standard of time. If that is the case then we cannot even hope to travel until at the earliest March and perhaps even April. When we were first matched to Van he was only a couple of weeks old. We thought we would be for sure meeting him at 6 months or younger and prepared accordingly. It now appears he will be 8 to 9 months old. This may mean we will have to reassess his whole wardrobe, baby car seat etc. One of the many difficulties of adoption I suppose. On the up side, we are very lucky that he was so young when we were matched to him. There must be families now who prepared for a baby but will be ending up with a toddler. I can say from all of the research I've done that there is a big difference between welcoming a baby versus a toddler both in terms of home preparation and emotional preparation.
On another note. I received an email from a family that did a home country visit to Vietnam with their two children in December. While there they visited Hoa Binh as that is where their son spent the first months of his life. The family gave me and other waiting families the link to their shutterfly account in case our children are in some of the photos (they took a bunch of pics of the orphanage and some pics have some of the children in them). Well I eagerly went on and scoured the pics but alas little Van was not in them. This is the second time we've received a batch of pics from Hoa Binh. Unfortunately neither batch produced a much hoped for pic of Van. So we continue to wait for any updated pics so that we can see what he looks like now and so, frankly, we can see that he still exists! We have placed all our hope on the family from our agency who leave for Vietnam next week. They should catch sight of our little Van on January 20th. We can't wait!!
Meg
On another note. I received an email from a family that did a home country visit to Vietnam with their two children in December. While there they visited Hoa Binh as that is where their son spent the first months of his life. The family gave me and other waiting families the link to their shutterfly account in case our children are in some of the photos (they took a bunch of pics of the orphanage and some pics have some of the children in them). Well I eagerly went on and scoured the pics but alas little Van was not in them. This is the second time we've received a batch of pics from Hoa Binh. Unfortunately neither batch produced a much hoped for pic of Van. So we continue to wait for any updated pics so that we can see what he looks like now and so, frankly, we can see that he still exists! We have placed all our hope on the family from our agency who leave for Vietnam next week. They should catch sight of our little Van on January 20th. We can't wait!!
Meg
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